Wow...

I am really speechless. Am i stupid or the standard of education nowadays have been lowered down? People are scoring As just like that. We studied just as hard and aren't any less smarter than them but why were our results ain't that impressive? General election coming? Well, it's just a mere allegation though.

Likewise, I personally think that our standard of education has definitely been lowered down compared to our parents' time. If you get an A those time, you'll be hailed as a freaking genius. Now, getting straight A is just like doing well in your exams. 

Nonetheless, it is a good platform to boost a person's confidence but if it gets too much, it's just giving false hope. Maybe that's why people's performance decrease after that. Received a text from an unrecognisable number from a church member saying that he is the happiest man alive because his daughter got straight As for her SPM. No offence but, I don't even know who is his daughter and I don't really favour boastful people. If I am close to your daughter, then i would feel really happy but i have no idea who is his daughter. 

After passing all the exams, all those marks didn't matter to me anymore. People do not even look at my STPM results for goodness sake. So, what's the big deal about that? Yes, you can be proud and all but even when my parents were proud of me, i didn't see them broadcasting my achievement to people. We'll just go have a nice dinner, be happy about it and life goes on. No celebration like open house or fancy parties.

My mom always tells me that " it doesn't matter how well you score in your paper but it's all about how you survive in the real world. Scoring like a boss in exams doesn't determine your future. And even if you are successful, always remember to be humble and know your roots. You are nothing without God's blessings." Those are the words which i hold on till now. 

But, i would like to congratulate those who did well and wish you guys all the best in the future undertakings. It' doesn't matter if you didn't score that well this time, but always remember that there's always another platform for you to excel in if you put your heart into it. I myself am not a star student but I am a living proof that hard work pays off if you work hard enough. But remember to have fun while you are at it...

Saturday...

The house is so quiet now. This is the best time to study but, heck, it's getting a little lonely here. Oh well, i guess i really need this quiet time to calm myself down.  

The window from where i'm sitting.

Peaceful Saturday and a good day to study. I am studying actually, but I guess, I can take a break and I really miss blogging. 

I am feeling much better now after banging my head on the wall, throwing some tantrums, shed some pathetic tears, I'm all charged up to face the books again. 

I thought this would be easy, but heck, who am i trying to kid? This is tough and I have no clue whether i can actually make it. I have to say, the only competition i have is myself. This is so different compared to the days during high school where i can laze till the last minute and still be able to pass. Right now, if i ever try doing that, it's like taking a spoon and digging my own grave. 

Nevertheless, this is the best time for me to test my limits and actually see how far i can go. No point if i have plans but i'm no capable of fulfilling them. 

I'm sorry my posts have not been an entertaining posts for you guys but i swear, after my exams, i'll be a much funnier. relax and not self-motivating person. I promisseeeee...

Anyway, got to get back to my books

 Have a pleasant weekend...

Fast Ways To Get Rich

Marry a rich, old, dying man. What else?

I cannot believe that I fell sick again. This is more stressful than I thought it will be. Of course, it's easy to say, 

"why so stress? take like easy. "

How I wish I can be like that?

Sometimes, i think i expect to much. But without expectation, i wouldn't push myself to achieve the things i dream to achieve. 

People normally give up because they look at how long their journey is instead of what they achieved. 

I am looking at the things i achieved and i will be damn if i'm giving up now.

It's not as if i don't go out and enjoy life. I do.

But right now, exams in 2 months, even if i do go out, at the back of my mind, i'm always worried. I think it's good in a way that I am goals and expectation in life.  But i pray that my health is strong enough to go through this. I cant be falling sick all the time. 

Heaven in your mouth

I had been eating a lot lately and frankly speaking, i have NO regrets or whatsoever about it. I mean, of course I'm worried that I'll suffer obesity by the age of 40 but hey, I shall go for liposuction then. Anyway, I am just pulling your legs. We all should enjoy our food but do not eat excessively/ That's when the unnecessary fats come in. That' when we develop flabby stomach and gain tremendous weight.

EAT a lot, Yes, you hear me, EAT a LOT, but, spread them into many meals. Balanced diet is the best way to stay happy. I mean, if you are healthy, you will be happy. 

 Had this with kee when she was up in KL. A Korean delicacy. The price is reasonable. This can be found in Sunway Pyramid in the Asian Avenue. 

This was a dish from TGI Friday. I had this when i was out with my bestfriends. Note that the crust was mozerella cheese. 

The meal will not be complete without some dessert ain't it? This particular desert is from Hokaido Ice-cream, the Gardens. And yeap, it taste as good as it looks 

This is my favourite. I love this dessert because there's caramel in it and I love CARAMEL!!! and look at the marshmallow. it was slightly burnt and when you put it in your mouth, it literally melted in your mouth. This can also be found in Hokaido Ice-cream. 

So, why torture yourself by abstaining from all these? You might whine about your weight but being beautiful takes hard work but that doesn't mean you can't indulge in lovely dishes. If you do, just be discipline enough to hit the gym or exercise. As i always said, a prefect body is a gift but a healthy body is a choice. 

Have a nice day drooling people!!

Rant

I really have no respect for people whom do not appreciate their lives. I mean, Yeah... Suicide may not be a coward thing to do, but if there's a solution to the problem and you just do not want to solve it, then you really deserve no respect from me.

Sometimes I wonder if you are just doing this to gain some attention? People come from broken families and gone through shit in their lives but they still persevered till today. Each and every of us is allowed to have weaknesses but even with the weaknesses, doesn't mean your life is worthless.

I am angry, yes, with those who do not appreciate their lives after going through shit. It made me really frustrated looking at you not appreciating what people had done for you. We wasted our time and energy for you and yet, you can come back and said you will do it again?

If the next time you do it again and i ignored you, will I be charged of omission? since I did assumed the duty  of care the first time you tried taking your life away. Will the court actually sentence me for manslaughter for not helping you?

Is it really fair? i tried helping and it's you whom do not appreciate what is given. People have their limitations. Hence, i advice the person who want to take their lives away, please, do not do it at my presence. Call me selfish and what not, I just do not care. You are allowed to be imperfect and weak but that does not permit you to be worthless.

I cared once but looking at you still not changing, it just disgust me. Others have relationship problems too. Others had gone through depression too but with the help form people around, they persevered. It's not as if you have no one caring for you. Instead, you are disrespectful and really really really unappreciative.

Flower Power

I know it's quite late for me to post it up, but well, i got nothing better to do now. Yes, i will go back to my books after I indulge myself in writing this particular post. 

I know girls sometimes said that they don't like flowers but honestly, boys, THEY DO. 

No matter how cold a girl can be, if she receives flowers, she'll definitely go "awwww...". 

Well, at least, that was how i acted when i received a bouquet of roses from my beau.. 

this was the first time i received any flowers from anyone and i always thought I would not really feel anything, but, I WAS WRONG.

I was really touched and my heart literally melt. 

So, boys, even if girls may say that they don't like flowers, do NOT trust them. They LOVE flowers. 

Unless, she's allergy to it. One of my housemate is actually allergic to flowers. She actually planned to have a bouquet of wedding vegetables instead of flowers. 

How unique is that?! 

maybe something like this?

or this?

No matter what... girls love flowers, or flower look-a-like (if she's allergic to it)...   

You'll melt her heart and you'll put a smile on her face for the day.

So, what are you boys waiting for? 

Go buy some nice flowers for your girl and melt her heart!!